Blue,red,purpall.
I love you all.
Happy Holi to you ji.
I'm bored.
Haha?
>.<
Monday, 1 March 2010
Saturday, 30 January 2010
Babble.
Hmm.
Babble I will,however random and nonsensical it may be.
You see,its been a long time,a little less than a year since I updated last,and I've missed you blog.
[And no,I'm not lying!]
So.
What do I write about?
My -oh so- random thoughts,my musings,new additions to my life or just the year 2009?
Since I haven't updated in ages,I think I'm going to write about it all,and make this one huge,LONG post and compensate for it all. =)
So,what should I start with?
Hmm.. *Wonders,hits her head against the wall and then it clicks!*
So I shall start where I left from.
Boards and being the girl without a future.
2009 was one heck of year,I must say!
After the boards followed the million career options and all the confusion in the world that comes with it all.
Option 1.
Engineering.
Being a science student,I was totally fed up of it.
After studying for my boards I felt like I'd studied enough,ENOUGH for that matter!
So I didn't want to study for any of my entrances. Thus engg as a career option was not even given any preference by me.
Option 2.
Law.
Ooh. Law seemed really interesting.
I loved it,still do.
But. BUT. Since I had to study for engineering entrances [Parents ko dikhane ke liye padhna padta hai na :|] So I couldn't study much for law.
Missed Symbi by 2 marks didn't qualify to the interview itself,CLAT was quite a tragedy =P
Somehow,my parents thought it is what I intend to do for life.
So here I am stuck.
My life undergoing a Boards part 2 sort of a situation. [You shall understand soon enough!]
Option 3.
Delhi University.
I love!
Absolutely!
I'm so glad to be studying in DU that I don't want to leave now.
All the more because of the wonderful people I've come to know.
And all the music that has enveloped my life this year.
Some really unbelievable things happened with me this year!
I did an AU show,finally =P
Joined Venky WMS one of the best in DU [Woohoo!]
Then surprisingly enough,I was made to sing SOPRANO!!
Now that was really SOMETHING!
I've never had that sort of a range,I've always been alto.
I was thrilled - sasti khushiyaan- you know =P
Awesomeness.
Danny Boy our song for the year was probably the toughest song I've had to sing.
I never thought I'd say this,but I miss singing it. MUST GO FOR CBS AND KMC GROUP! =D
I always wanted to do Math but over practice screwed my math paper and I didn't get it in DU,not even through ECA :|
So I decided to go in for English,its really not bad - I'm actually loving it!
[Esp. after I got a first division in the internals =P]
So now I'm in this HUGE dilemma.
Should I leave DU and go away for a 5yr course in law if I manage to get in somewhere this year?
Or should I stay in DU and do law after graduation?
[Yes. Music does influence my decisions alot. I know I won't be able to live a life without music.]
So,if I have to really stay in DU respectfully,I better get a First Div. in the University exams which is a little hard or I must get into one of the top law schools of the country.
Life does suck after all.
Sigh.
Then,
COLLEGE!
Weee! Got into Sri Venkateswara College and even though it does not have the best campus ever,I love my college man!
I love it for the people I know in there,the teachers and just everything!
I've learnt a lot.
New Additions to my life in the year gone by?
Why yes,certainly!
Lots of love.
Photography.
Music.
Fraandships.
Facebook.
Sikkim,Darjeeling - SNOW.
Gossiping.
National Texting - Courtesey AWESOME schemes by the Vodafone people. =D
Singing at fests.
Being at the verge of flunking internals.
Realising that the world is a small place.
New pair of Converse. =D
Crow Gloves.
WordPress.
In your face moments! Muhahaha!
Random trips to the strangest and faraway places,with the random-est people ever. =P
Teeny-weeny crushes =P
Jaundice. :|
and many more things on the same lines!
Musings?
Hot topic these days?
Dilemma. :|
Thoughts?
1.Oh fail,did I just say that to the Dhobi? What the hell will he think of me now?
Crap! I'm so chape =P
2. When did things get so complicated?
When we were young and had fights it was so easy - Listen I don't want to talk to you anymore - Katti!
Okay fine,I'm sorry - Abba! - And now?
Oh my my!
The extent of complexities is just awesome,with egos clashing and breaking of hearts and all =P
3. Chuck everything else,I want to become a travel writer or maybe those anchors on TV who get to taste awesome food =P
4. Gangubai Productions =D
Sorry cannot disclose the details,you will have to wait till the time is right =D
All I can say is - Coming Soon!
5. How the hell do all these Facebook groups bear such uncanny resemblance to my life?
6. Dude. My teacher is scary.
7. The same scary teacher has the MOST AMAZING PENCIL BOX EVER! Haven't seen a cooler one before!
8. Will I be able to own Rio Grande,EVER?
9. Is Hide and Seek by Imogen heap really that hard to figure out? :\
10. Am I the girl without a future all over again? :O
11. Whoa,how the hell did I manage a first div?
12. Am I the most velli person in the world?
13. Comprehension of the WEIRDEST DREAMS EVER! =P
14. Do you really have to go behen? :(
[http://www.blahberandthelike.blogspot.com/]
And so on.. My mind never stops thinking,I probably think even while I'm asleep :|
Finally,
FAREWELL NOTE FOR MS. SHARMADA BEHEN!
I know this is totally not needed and that you will be back eventually,but still.
I'll miss you behen. Walks. Coffee. Filter Coffee. Random talk. Slapping peacocks [Wanting to rather =P]. Hugs. High Fives. Bluetoothing songs. Getting hooked on to songs. Following protocol. Maaroing sastas. Sasti khushiyaan. Recession. Green Park. IIT. Gupta Departmental stores. Bougainvillea design studio. Texting. Sharing experiences.
Living.
Breathing.
ONE WHOLE MONTH! :O
Anyway,all the best!
I want you to do awesomely well in your Boards.
Better than me.
Do me proud =)
Love,
Behen.
And with that I conclude my post.
Hoping you had fun reading it.
=)
Babble I will,however random and nonsensical it may be.
You see,its been a long time,a little less than a year since I updated last,and I've missed you blog.
[And no,I'm not lying!]
So.
What do I write about?
My -oh so- random thoughts,my musings,new additions to my life or just the year 2009?
Since I haven't updated in ages,I think I'm going to write about it all,and make this one huge,LONG post and compensate for it all. =)
So,what should I start with?
Hmm.. *Wonders,hits her head against the wall and then it clicks!*
So I shall start where I left from.
Boards and being the girl without a future.
2009 was one heck of year,I must say!
After the boards followed the million career options and all the confusion in the world that comes with it all.
Option 1.
Engineering.
Being a science student,I was totally fed up of it.
After studying for my boards I felt like I'd studied enough,ENOUGH for that matter!
So I didn't want to study for any of my entrances. Thus engg as a career option was not even given any preference by me.
Option 2.
Law.
Ooh. Law seemed really interesting.
I loved it,still do.
But. BUT. Since I had to study for engineering entrances [Parents ko dikhane ke liye padhna padta hai na :|] So I couldn't study much for law.
Missed Symbi by 2 marks didn't qualify to the interview itself,CLAT was quite a tragedy =P
Somehow,my parents thought it is what I intend to do for life.
So here I am stuck.
My life undergoing a Boards part 2 sort of a situation. [You shall understand soon enough!]
Option 3.
Delhi University.
I love!
Absolutely!
I'm so glad to be studying in DU that I don't want to leave now.
All the more because of the wonderful people I've come to know.
And all the music that has enveloped my life this year.
Some really unbelievable things happened with me this year!
I did an AU show,finally =P
Joined Venky WMS one of the best in DU [Woohoo!]
Then surprisingly enough,I was made to sing SOPRANO!!
Now that was really SOMETHING!
I've never had that sort of a range,I've always been alto.
I was thrilled - sasti khushiyaan- you know =P
Awesomeness.
Danny Boy our song for the year was probably the toughest song I've had to sing.
I never thought I'd say this,but I miss singing it. MUST GO FOR CBS AND KMC GROUP! =D
I always wanted to do Math but over practice screwed my math paper and I didn't get it in DU,not even through ECA :|
So I decided to go in for English,its really not bad - I'm actually loving it!
[Esp. after I got a first division in the internals =P]
So now I'm in this HUGE dilemma.
Should I leave DU and go away for a 5yr course in law if I manage to get in somewhere this year?
Or should I stay in DU and do law after graduation?
[Yes. Music does influence my decisions alot. I know I won't be able to live a life without music.]
So,if I have to really stay in DU respectfully,I better get a First Div. in the University exams which is a little hard or I must get into one of the top law schools of the country.
Life does suck after all.
Sigh.
Then,
COLLEGE!
Weee! Got into Sri Venkateswara College and even though it does not have the best campus ever,I love my college man!
I love it for the people I know in there,the teachers and just everything!
I've learnt a lot.
New Additions to my life in the year gone by?
Why yes,certainly!
Lots of love.
Photography.
Music.
Fraandships.
Facebook.
Sikkim,Darjeeling - SNOW.
Gossiping.
National Texting - Courtesey AWESOME schemes by the Vodafone people. =D
Singing at fests.
Being at the verge of flunking internals.
Realising that the world is a small place.
New pair of Converse. =D
Crow Gloves.
WordPress.
In your face moments! Muhahaha!
Random trips to the strangest and faraway places,with the random-est people ever. =P
Teeny-weeny crushes =P
Jaundice. :|
and many more things on the same lines!
Musings?
Hot topic these days?
Dilemma. :|
Thoughts?
1.Oh fail,did I just say that to the Dhobi? What the hell will he think of me now?
Crap! I'm so chape =P
2. When did things get so complicated?
When we were young and had fights it was so easy - Listen I don't want to talk to you anymore - Katti!
Okay fine,I'm sorry - Abba! - And now?
Oh my my!
The extent of complexities is just awesome,with egos clashing and breaking of hearts and all =P
3. Chuck everything else,I want to become a travel writer or maybe those anchors on TV who get to taste awesome food =P
4. Gangubai Productions =D
Sorry cannot disclose the details,you will have to wait till the time is right =D
All I can say is - Coming Soon!
5. How the hell do all these Facebook groups bear such uncanny resemblance to my life?
6. Dude. My teacher is scary.
7. The same scary teacher has the MOST AMAZING PENCIL BOX EVER! Haven't seen a cooler one before!
8. Will I be able to own Rio Grande,EVER?
9. Is Hide and Seek by Imogen heap really that hard to figure out? :\
10. Am I the girl without a future all over again? :O
11. Whoa,how the hell did I manage a first div?
12. Am I the most velli person in the world?
13. Comprehension of the WEIRDEST DREAMS EVER! =P
14. Do you really have to go behen? :(
[http://www.blahberandthelike.blogspot.com/]
And so on.. My mind never stops thinking,I probably think even while I'm asleep :|
Finally,
FAREWELL NOTE FOR MS. SHARMADA BEHEN!
I know this is totally not needed and that you will be back eventually,but still.
I'll miss you behen. Walks. Coffee. Filter Coffee. Random talk. Slapping peacocks [Wanting to rather =P]. Hugs. High Fives. Bluetoothing songs. Getting hooked on to songs. Following protocol. Maaroing sastas. Sasti khushiyaan. Recession. Green Park. IIT. Gupta Departmental stores. Bougainvillea design studio. Texting. Sharing experiences.
Living.
Breathing.
ONE WHOLE MONTH! :O
Anyway,all the best!
I want you to do awesomely well in your Boards.
Better than me.
Do me proud =)
Love,
Behen.
And with that I conclude my post.
Hoping you had fun reading it.
=)
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
Thank you,kid.
Dear kid,Thank you for smiling at me yesterday,it made all the difference,even before I could meet my doctor.
I'll pray for you.
Get well soon.
Love,
Radhika.
Kids can REALLY make you feel so much better at times.
So there was this kid I met at the hospital yesterday.He came and sat next to me( between his mother and me ie.). He was panting,and that freaked me out,completely,because I knew what he was going through,the familiar suffering,he too had Asthama,I just knew,but I did not ask him anything.
He saw my inhaler lying on the couch and asked,"Oh,you use it too?" I smiled and said,"Oh Hey,yeah well,I do too,Asthama.".
We started talking,shared our pain and misery,while our mothers stared at us in utter bewilderment. ( It was a bit weird afterall,I guess. : )
We could barely talk,he was midway through an attack and I had had a near fatal one just 10 minutes back,but we still spoke,as much as we could. It was comforting,and I think he felt that too.
Then,all of a sudden,he started coughing,WILDLY. I could tell it was a bad one,go through it every other hour afterall. I asked him,"Havent you got your inhaler or something? You're coughing so badly,its scary!". He pointed towards his mother with a smile and said in a ridiculous tone,"Yeah well,she FORGOT to get it." I could only smile,I told him,''Hey don't worry okay? It'l get better real soon,we're at the hospital!".
Then his mom started talking to me,she asked me,"Are you able to sleep at night?"I told her,"No its pretty bad these days,I've been nebulised twice,and its not helping,not the least bit,no. I get up three to four times each night." to which she promptly replied,"He's been up all night."I felt bad,REALLY BAD,the poor kid,a cute,small little 6thie. :(
She then asked me,"How long have you had it?" I told her,"Since I was in 2nd standard" the kid said,"10 years? Omg." He was amused,shocked and scared,and I could just so see that. But I couldn't do anything,nothing to make him feel better so I smiled,yet again. He then asked me " Which class are you in now?" When I tld him that I just passed school,it was almost like he'd jump up any moment and be like "Woah man. Wicked. That sucks!".
He had to go then,his turn had come,he went to see his doctor.He came out minutes later,kinda relieved,saw me,kept walking,he was probably told to get nebulised. He went even before I could see my doctor,he smiled at me before he left the lobby.
I was touched.
He made me feel so much better and I couldn't even thank him for that,because just that moment,I had to go and meet my doctor.He made such a huge difference.
I send him all my love,and good wishes and a truckload of huge hugs ( duh! ).
You rock kid.
Love you.
I'll pray for you.
Get well soon.
Love,
Radhika.
Kids can REALLY make you feel so much better at times.
So there was this kid I met at the hospital yesterday.He came and sat next to me( between his mother and me ie.). He was panting,and that freaked me out,completely,because I knew what he was going through,the familiar suffering,he too had Asthama,I just knew,but I did not ask him anything.
He saw my inhaler lying on the couch and asked,"Oh,you use it too?" I smiled and said,"Oh Hey,yeah well,I do too,Asthama.".
We started talking,shared our pain and misery,while our mothers stared at us in utter bewilderment. ( It was a bit weird afterall,I guess. : )
We could barely talk,he was midway through an attack and I had had a near fatal one just 10 minutes back,but we still spoke,as much as we could. It was comforting,and I think he felt that too.
Then,all of a sudden,he started coughing,WILDLY. I could tell it was a bad one,go through it every other hour afterall. I asked him,"Havent you got your inhaler or something? You're coughing so badly,its scary!". He pointed towards his mother with a smile and said in a ridiculous tone,"Yeah well,she FORGOT to get it." I could only smile,I told him,''Hey don't worry okay? It'l get better real soon,we're at the hospital!".
Then his mom started talking to me,she asked me,"Are you able to sleep at night?"I told her,"No its pretty bad these days,I've been nebulised twice,and its not helping,not the least bit,no. I get up three to four times each night." to which she promptly replied,"He's been up all night."I felt bad,REALLY BAD,the poor kid,a cute,small little 6thie. :(
She then asked me,"How long have you had it?" I told her,"Since I was in 2nd standard" the kid said,"10 years? Omg." He was amused,shocked and scared,and I could just so see that. But I couldn't do anything,nothing to make him feel better so I smiled,yet again. He then asked me " Which class are you in now?" When I tld him that I just passed school,it was almost like he'd jump up any moment and be like "Woah man. Wicked. That sucks!".
He had to go then,his turn had come,he went to see his doctor.He came out minutes later,kinda relieved,saw me,kept walking,he was probably told to get nebulised. He went even before I could see my doctor,he smiled at me before he left the lobby.
I was touched.
He made me feel so much better and I couldn't even thank him for that,because just that moment,I had to go and meet my doctor.He made such a huge difference.
I send him all my love,and good wishes and a truckload of huge hugs ( duh! ).
You rock kid.
Love you.
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