When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want, but not what you NEED.
When you feel so tired, that you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse.
When the tears come streaming down your face,
and you lose something you cannot replace,
when you love someone, but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?
Well, if you're a
Coldplay fan, you'd continue to say,
"Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you."
The question is, would you say that, more importantly, MEAN it even if you're not a Coldplay fan?
Because I really need some fixing.
I might be making a big deal out of something inconsequential in the long run, but you know what?
I have a right to whine and be disappointed. I do.
It's just something I REALLY wanted, badly.
I don't want to defend myself on that.
What sucks however, is when you say something whiny because you're broken, and your friend comes and tells you that he's disappointed because you said something like that, and calls you immature and stuff.
Excuse me?!
I have a right to be whiny and feel pathetic after losing to certain biases and well, things that I so rightly deserved or so I feel.
When you do something and don't get your due, it feels pathetic.
So yeah, will you fix me?
Please?
