Thursday 17 March 2011

Fix me.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want, but not what you NEED.
When you feel so tired, that you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse.

When the tears come streaming down your face,
and you lose something you cannot replace,
when you love someone, but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?

Well, if you're a Coldplay fan, you'd continue to say,
"Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you."
The question is, would you say that, more importantly, MEAN it even if you're not a Coldplay fan?
Because I really need some fixing.

I might be making a big deal out of something inconsequential in the long run, but you know what?
I have a right to whine and be disappointed. I do.
It's just something I REALLY wanted, badly.
I don't want to defend myself on that.

What sucks however, is when you say something whiny because you're broken, and your friend comes and tells you that he's disappointed because you said something like that, and calls you immature and stuff.
Excuse me?!
I have a right to be whiny and feel pathetic after losing to certain biases and well, things that I so rightly deserved or so I feel.

When you do something and don't get your due, it feels pathetic.

So yeah, will you fix me?
Please?

8 comments:

malavika said...

i understand.
something better is in store for you i swear!
(personal experience)
and you can never sound like a frog.

Radhika Saxena said...

I totally sound like one, you know it. You heard me on Friday morning.
=P

I know, it's okay. At the end of it all, it's the experience that counts, and I know that we're gonna make this ONE HELL OF AN EXPERIENCE!
We will, right?
=)

malavika said...

yes we will!

Radhika Saxena said...

That's all I wanted to hear :)
And I'm sorry if this post hurt you or something, I just really wanted to take it out and hardly anyone frequents my blog, so it felt safe. =/
It's not even more about not getting the post but the way my friend acted when I was all whiny for a while.
So yeah, it's okay.
And I love you and you definitely deserve it. Everything happens for a reason.
:)

Tripthi Battapadi said...

I agree with malavika...

:)
Something better in store for you.

Radhika Saxena said...

Happy Blue Periwinkle, Thanks!
I'd like to believe so.
Yay!
=)

MD HAMIDURRAHMAN from Madhubani said...

Good night

MD HAMIDURRAHMAN from Madhubani said...

Beautiful