THAT THING YOU DO.....

THAT THING YOU DO.....

I remember it all,

that one call..

That's when it all started,

my love for you,whole hearted.

Everytime we meet,

my heart does beat,

loud and clear,

anyone could hear.

In your eyes I see the light,

a light so bright,

the darkness in my life,

it could fight.

With every word you speak,

I silently melt..

I only wish I could see,

and know how you felt.

Its hard to supress,

its something I may never be able to confess,

My love for you,I profess.

Only Hope

I love this song,esp the Mandy Moore version॥

There's a song that's inside of my soul.

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold.

But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.

I'm giving you all of me.

I want your symphony, singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

XYZ - The Liar!

XYZ is a liar!! Jhoota! makkaar! Hmph!
Interesting conversation this,read! :D
ABC,tis phor you,he's a liar! ab toh chhod do use!! :P :P ;)

XYZ: ello

me: hi

XYZ: sup?

me: nm

XYZ: same

me: I see,muli?

XYZ: No school today

me: :( I want muli,I want him
XYZ: Do you realise how bad that sounds? :P
me: lol but I do
XYZ: Come get him then, who's stopping you? :
me: can't
XYZ: I think he's found someone else. Someone who doesn't send third parties to meet him but does it herself. :P
me: haww! :(
XYZ: Entirely your fault. :P
me: :(

me: achha muli nahin uski pic? please?
XYZ: Kahan se laun pic? :/
me: kheecho jaakar
XYZ: im not taking my camera to school
me: pleej?
ABC: No way >.>
me: PLEEJ? not even phor a dying girl? :(
XYZ: Dying girl? Cancer ho gaya hai tumhe? : I am not taking my camera to school to take a picture of a dog. Pakda jaunga.
me: :( pleeeeeeej na?kisi din jab allowed ho,tab toh le jaana pleej
XYZ: Farewell ke din january mein chalega? Tab tak kisi ne use halal kar diya toh mein kuch nahin kar sakta
me: chalega : par I want it then okay? no excuses?! theek hai
XYZ: Okay
me: yay!
XYZ: mein tumhe kisi bhi kutte ki photo dikha dunga, tumhe pata bhi nahin chalega :P
me: I hate you. I hate you. XYZ: :P
me: don't :p me
XYZ: everyone hates me, nayi baat kya hai? :/ :P
me: I was just saying aiavai
XYZ: mereko bhi pata hai, mein kaunsa bura maan gaya? :/
me: bata rahi thi bas generally
XYZ: okay
me: okay teme smin
XYZ: ask
me: if my mother throws me outa the house,will you gime sharan at your place? nangu suggested. that way I can bug you also:P
XYZ: She suggested that you come stay at my place? O.o :P
me: yeah lol
XYZ: Itni dushmani
me: Reason : I can bug you! Lol kya huh? main itni buri hu?
XYZ: mazak tha waise mein khud beghar ho raha hun Go stay at Vasudha's :P or even better go stay at Nik's place phir use tang karna! muahaha
me: yeah nik said I could stay with her,I refused..and I gave her a very solid reason jo mujhe abhi yaad nahin aa raha hai :( and Vasu's house? : usse poochhna padega..
XYZ: Usko padhte dekh dekh ke complex ho jaayega? toh poochlo :/
me: nahin uss gadhi se zyada toh main hi padhti hoon poochhloongi raat ko shayad
XYZ: okay toh use complex hoga aur woh tumhe padhne nahin degi aur tum phir fail ho jaogi aur tumhari mummy tumhe dhoond nikalegi aur tumhara katal kar degi? Okay mera ghar bahut door padega in any case
me: main fail nahin hui hoon btw kabhi zindagi mein fail nahin hui,just pass se 10000 rimes zyada marks aate hain usually,iss baar gadbad ho gayi,still itne bure bhi nahin hai.
XYZ: mereko malum hai :/
me: toh phir Phir fail ho jaogi kyun likha?
XYZ: ek saal mein meine poore lifetime ka fail hone ka experience pa liya hai woh tumhe padhne nahin degi na, isliye phir tum fail ho sakti ho its a possibility
me: yeah shayad par yeh bhi reason nahin tha shats yaar mujhe yaad kyun nahin aa raha :(

Now,The hilarious,unbeliveable bit! :p :D

XYZ: okay good btw you know the procedure to activate roaming on a prepaid mobile voadfone btw
me: its automatic XYZ: automatic bole toh?
me: apne aap ho jata hai,you don't need to do anything so going to dehradun? when?
XYZ: customer care ya kuch toh call karna padega na to tell them to activate it? :/ friday
me: no nothing at all but phir bhi ek baar customer care par call karke poochh lena
XYZ: haan
me: when are you coming back/
XYZ: tuesday morning And roaming feature ho toh hi woh activate hota hai na mere mein nahin hai I think toh avail karna hai uska procedure jaanna hai
me: nahh I don't think aisa kuch hota hai
XYZ: I see pata karta hun dehradun jaunga toh Ill need roaming on my cell
me: yeah I got that ABC tumhe miss bilkul bhi nahin karegi while you're gone,She'll be mine! yay! :D :P
XYZ: O.o I thought you'd moved on :P
me: I did,bolne mein kya jaata hai? :P
XYZ: Haha I trust her. :P
me: I hate you :( main hi toh hu yaar,kisi ladke ke saah thode hi bhaag rahi hai woh
XYZ: Ab kya permission maang rahi ho? :P
me: ahinn *nahin bata rahi hoon
XYZ: accha Okay then, see if you can get her back
me: phir bologe ki maine tumhe bataya bhi nahin,isliye bata rahi hoon
XYZ: Im not stopping you or her
me: I hate you so XYZ
XYZ: WHAT? kuch bhi bolun uska galat matlab kyun nikalti ho? :/
me: pata nahin kya patti padha kar rakhi hogi tumne meri priy ABC ko :( maine koi galat matlab na? XYZ :Maine use kya patti padhai hai? :/
me: mujhe kya pata ab jab usko renewed zeal se woo karungi toh pata chalega na
XYZ: Haan karo
me: pata nahin dekhoongi woh aajkal mujhse itne sweetly baat karti hai,meri aankhen bhar aati hai yknow! :
XYZ: Good for you? :P
XYZ: Okay so while im gone you'll whisk ABC away from me eh? :P
me: koi jaane na,yeh josh mera (:p) koi jaane na,junoon Mera..ghoom tana tana na na na (2) Iono,I won't maybe
XYZ: confused person :P
me: You're so sweet,sochti hoon uspar haath na daaloon yesh,confused I am XYZ : I am?०।o me: yesh। Very sweet :)

XYZ: Gee, thanks. :D
me: :)
XYZ: I have to go now cell mein balance khatam hai, aur batteries leni hain
me:
me too,have to study
XYZ: see ya
me: lol bye tc
XYZ: Bye

GIRL WITHOUT A FUTURE ( APPARENTLY )

Hello everybody!
I'm Radhika Saxena, and I'm the girl without a future.
I know not what I want to do in life,but having had two years of science,I'm sure I don't want to do anything related to science! So what will I do then? OH MY GOD!! I'm REALLY A GIRL WITHOUT A FUTURE!!!!! *gasp*
I don't think so,neither do my friends,but my parents and brother sure do!
It all started in July. Eversince school reopened I hadn't attented a single period in class,mind you A SINGLE PERIOD..First we had the Carmel feast which I had to sing for,then the opening ceremony of the cultural week,then I had to write certificates for all the competitions,ONE WHOLE WEEK no studies,nothing and then RHYTMS!!! The Biggest competition by far! The bestest too!! ( forgive me for using words that may not exist or are incorrect,I hardly care at the moment. )
I'm not blaming the activities or myself,I love doing such things!! Esp. singing,what would I do without singing one day? *Struggles to Imagine*
Kahani mein twist?! Ji haan bilkul,the time has arrived *Drum roll* No one at home knew of all this,not even me singing for the mass! as if I'd told them,they just wouldn't have let me! They said no to all my extra curricular activites last year itself,esp. to singing. They must understand,God didn't give me a voice without a reason..!!
Anyway,yes so they didn't know and it used to kill me inside to be missing so many classes,felt so guilty,like some horrible crime I'd committed and no one to understand,console me..I used to cry,sooooo much! Then I went for Rhythms without telling anyone at home,I only know how I managaed it,they staybacks,pracs in school,sneaking my phone to the competition etc. etc. I'd come home be horribly tired,and usually go to bed. Mum got paranoid,started yelling.. "You fool,why aren't you studying? Do you want to fail?!" I'd look at her and tell her,I'll do it,I will,I always do. But she didn't believe me.
The competition was over,we won! I was relieved,no more lies,no more missing classes,no more crying,peace atlast!
But God had wayyy more for me in store.
My mum started spying on me! yeah,beat that! She went to school one day,without telling me,to meet my teachers and ask them how I'm fairing at school..she had never done this before,NEVER. My teacher told her that I'd been missing too many classes and that it'd be hard for me to cope up,I cried endlessly that day,I don't think I'd ever cried that much before..twas a horrible day. But I thank my teacher for one thing,she did not tell my mother about me haveing been to the competition. That really wouldn't have mattered,but I thank her nevertheless.
Then the terms,I slogged my ass off,I really did. Studied till late night and shit..
I studied so that I could do well and then ask my mother for permission for going to competitions. But no,God had to be overtly mean. My performance in the terms = horrible!!
Lowest ever in English,Maths,Swati Das was so dissapointed,I let everyone down..more than that,MYSELF.
I don't think I'll be able to dream anymore,set my goals high,be confident in anything. My self esteem has crippled. I feel bad,very bad.
As if to add to my grief,my mother said " Beta if you're going to continue like this,then forget engg. you won't even get through DU!"
Thanks Maw,you made my day. You weren't there to support me with things I like doing,ever..like EVER. When have you ever smiled and said,"Go for it beta,win the competition ALL THE BEST!"??!! WHEN?? Did you give a shoulder to cry on during the whole of July and August? Were you there? did you even know? You're just self cenetred.
But thats still okay,not an issue. DU doesn't give admission on the basis of your marks in the terms,the boards are all that matter.
Plus I have the ECA quota too,I can sing to save my life.
But then again,I will have competition with people like Suhani Jain,Sherry Mathews,Apoorva Gandhi,Atish Thukral,Pearl Sabharwal..!! and if I do get in,I don't want to be singing under any kind of pressure by the music soc people( which is mostly the case ) Man, what am I gonna do? will I make it,anywhere at all? WHAT WILL I DO??!!
All roads seem to have come to a dead end,I see nothing but darkness ahead of me.. I don't know where to go.. I can'tcry anymore,won't help,plus the tears just don't come,have dried up I guess!
My future seems so bleak,uncertain.
I have no future at all.
If I don't do well in the near future,I'm definately commiting suicide.
Yes its an option.
and Future competitions,One left,Bergin's I know I'm going,will have to lie again,no other option,not fun I know..but whatever.
So,now you all know why exactly you should never take up science if you're involved in some extra curricular activity in school and there's a scope for you to excel in it,and precisely the reason why I've been lamenting and am upset.

TAG!!!!!

ALL ABOUT MUSIC!!!!

5 - You’re going on a long journey, what five albums MUST you take with you? Albums that you need to listen to regularly.

The Fray : How to save a life.

Nickelback : Silver side up.

Oasis : Don't believe the truth.

Strings : Dhaani.

Porcupine Tree : Deadwing.

4- What four albums/songs do you most associate with a memory? You know, the ones you listen to that transport you back to a place and time.

Fuzon : Khamaj

Love the song.. Reminds me of the time I was in 8th,that year was so much fun! Pinto's class! Class leader ( ALL BECAUSE OF NANGIA!! GRR ), Bharti,Jhakaas..SO much Fun!! Miss it. :(

Linkin Park : Forgotten

My friends saw my crazy roop for the first time!! Tanya's birthday,28th July '04.. Headbanging..!! :D

Kelly Clarkson : Breakaway.

Sang this song everywhere,for HMM auditions in 2005,for AU auditions in '07..got in! :D

26Th October '08,Fortune Magazine show.. after prac..me and Nimmi'd be alone in school (waiting for her parents to come,My brother's budday,the first time I shook hands with ughh you-know-who!! :D) and would sing it in Harmony!!

Venessa Amorosi : Absolutely Everybody.

This song!! so much fun to sing! esp. my mallu version of it! Basket Ball tournament,two years back..fun!

Oh shats..!! Chaar gaane ho gaye..Me wants to write more :(

3 - Your three favourite songs of all time?

Savage Garden : Gunning down a romance.

Natasha Beddingfield : These words.

Metallica : Nothing else matters.

2 - Two feel good songs, the ones that are guaranteed to lift the blues and put a smile on your face.

Artistes Unlimited : Fly.

Porcupine Tree : Stranger by the minute.

1 - Absolute, overall, undoubtedly the best album of all time, in your opinion.

Savage Garden : AFFIRMATION!!!!! :D

Lowe it Oh-SO-MUCH!! :D

Pagalpana is an understatement!! :D

This is what happens when we take a break during practice..

We go crazy..and well..its fun!

This one's the best example of the insanity..3 of us playing the guitar when we don't know how to..and me playing it with a glove on!! LOL

Extremely apologetic for the jarring harmonies and horrible clashes..happens when we go mad..else we sound good,no really!

Happy viewing!!

[Ps- Koi topic hi nahin mil raha tha blog update karne ke liye..*sigh*]

:D

Totally Randumb.

BOREDUMB :
Results into a totally Randumb post.

First of all,Randumb and boredumb have dual meanings! akalmand ko Ishaara hi kafi hai.
Secondly, I hate Usha Sharma and am beginning to loathe Ma'am Suchanda.
I adopted Ishmeet.
XYZ refuses to become my son in law.
I is sad that ABC is sad. :(
Have not heard naye gaane phor ages and am living on Face to faith Annette ki awaaz mein,trust me tis better than the original.
I is pheeling like a bad girl,bherrry bherry bad girl.
Bharat ne mujhe bola main sar phiri hoon because I adopt so many children.
Result was better than I expected it to be.
Met my bestest daughter Aru,greeted her with tears.
Raghu and Aru nearly killed me while giving me a 'group' hug.
Had an argument with a bosconian,I hate them.
Sherry the ditcher,gawar ladka..didn't call.
People are trying to dalo phook b/w me and Tarunya.
Khursheed divorced me.
Tarunya is patching up with her ex-wife.
My heart is being toot-oed every single day atleast a million times.
Nobody lowes me :(
I is tired.
I don't want to live.
I want to cry.
Ps - Not your fault XYZ.
Poore week ka wrap up hai yeh.

XYZ and ABC

Mere jeevan ki tragic kahani!!!


Its about this guy XYZ and this girl ABC..ABC is in my school,my frand..close frand..I was having an affair with her,when this XYZ just walked in pata nahin kahan se..and lured her by writing poems and stuff for her and took her away from me..*sniff sniff* ( and No, I'm not a lesbian..convent school mein hote toh shayad samajh sakte! *sigh* ). Thats when me,Sukanya and Akanksha ( ABC is aku's second option and aku is my daughter..so like..whatever..its okay I don't mind sharing ABC with my daughter man! :p) decided to be mean and take revenge..so this is what we've been upto these vaccations!

we started by HATE MAILS to XYZ,sadly enough he thought they were amusing! :\

Dearest XYZ,

O receiver of this mail we solemnly apologize for the use of explicit words n phrases , n also "stalking" ,sole intention has always been TORTURE
So mr.barud how are feeling ??explosive?!huh! We can see how you have brainwashed ABC,our pretty little ABC into an evidently love struck one. She's been ditching her friends 24x7 and thinking of you. We know you'd invaded her dreams. U "BITCH"!
Why don't you just explode and die ! U filthy toerag, scumbag, you wretched fool!
YANNADA RASCALA???????
You have brought upon black clouds in our lives by stealing away the light(ABC)
WE DESPISE YOU FROM THE DEEPEST CHORES OF OUR BEING.
Every fibre of our heart wishes only torturous and much painful death for you!
ROT IN HELL!!!!!!

LOTSA "LOVE"
Radhika
Sukanya
Akanksha

Next came a HATE POEM,dumb and funny he called it :(

BHAG JAO!!!

XYZ oh XYZ!
How DARE you steal?
The apple of our eyes,
Uski udadi tumne neend!
Bhagwaan kare tumhari baj jaye been,
WE ARE MEAN,WE ARE MEAN,WE ARE MEAN!

Tumhari angrezi hogi uske liye khaas,
Lekin humme lagti hain bilkul bakwaas!
Dharti par aa jao hum hain hindustani,
Tu uska aur teri ABC maharani?
Aisa toh tum sochna bhi mat!!
Yeh kabh nahi hoga aur yahi hain sach.

The first time you met at oxford you were shaking,
Wish we were there for some LEG-BREAKING!
Your love has since been cooing,cooing,cooing.
God knows what has been brewing,brewing,brewing!

Hume tumhari Hindi par hain shak,
Pata nahi kya karte rehte ho,bak bak.
WE WISH YOU EXPLODE!
Or we could turn you into a TOAD!
WE won't give up!
We will make your life REALLY TOUGH!
You will REPENT your decision forever.
Humse panga mat lena,NEVER NEVER NEVER!
Abhi bhi samay hain,tum bhaag jao!
KAT LE YAHAAN SE,NOW NOW NOW!!!

From all YOUR "well wishers"!

AN INITIATIVE BY SAVE ABC FROM THE CLUTCHES OF VICIOUS MONSTER(XYZ) CAMPAIGN!
REGISTERED MEMBERS-45,49,45,985 crores.


Insab ka uspar asar zyada kuch nahin hua..bas usne humare mails aur poems ko interesting kahan aur hamse tang aakar hamse bola ki hum khoon choosne waali chudaelein hain aur use aisa 3rd degree kis baat ke liye de rahe hai! ( like he didn't know..Hmph! grr!)


SO then..hamare backup plans!


PLAN #1


DHOOM XYZ!
According to this,we were supposed to go and plant a bomb in XYZ's room so that he dies and we can have our ABC back..matlab woh thoda ro dho kar use bhool jati aur normal ho jati,phir toh woh mere aur aku ke paas hi aati na?! ;)


PLAN #2


HIJACK!!
ek din maine XYZ ko convince kar liya ki woh 12th ke baad meri hi bus mein conductor banega( yeah,Imma be a bus driver after 12th..aur kuch pata nahin mile na mile..kaash main OBC ya christian hoti..*sigh* )
Anyway,so we decided ki woh conductor ki seat par baitha hoga and I would drive to aku suku and ABC's place,get them onto the bus,(hijack the bus basically..woh bhi jaan boojh kar!! :P) then they'd handcuff him to the seat ka handle and beat him up infront of ABC's eyes..! (yes we're ruthless..pyaar ka badla khoon se! GRRR!!!) phir aakhirkaar ek din ABC hame maaf kar deti..because we're her friends afterall and only want uska bhala ( which means hum XYZ ki maut hetu uske character ka assassination kar dete!! :P).

PLAN #3

OPERATION PHOOKH DALO!
We decided ki XYZ ke jeete, hum ABC aur XYZ ke beech mein phookh dalte..aur phir plan 1 implement karte..so that jab XYZ mar jata,ABC ko koi dukh na hota aur woh hamare paas laut aati!

PLAN #4
The most recent one..

MANDIR!!
*drum roll please* yes,yes..ABC and XYZ have been waiting to know of this plan!
Yeah,so we decided ki hum log itne mahaan hain,I mean we're ridding society of viscious monsters like XYZ and the like..as in jo logon ka pyaar unse chheen lete hain..So we'll open up a Mandir called RADASAKU'S SANKAT'S COOL MANDIR. Uske andar Radhika,Akanksha aur Sukanya ke wax models hote..jinhe log poojte..aur hum obviously pandit bhi hote uss mandir ke..
Then ofcourse the bhajans would be poems written by the three of us..I would compose the music and with the help of the HMM ( heavy musical melodies,my music soc) we would do a three-four part harmony in them and the best bit! we'd chadhao bali's! yes the viscious monsters would be our bali's..!! and Umm..no prises for guessing who our first bali would be,XYZ!!!!!! so we've curretly put all our other plans on hold and our gathering funds and stuff to buy the plot right infront of XYZ ki room ki khidki..I beg of you people,to please donate whole heartedly for this solemn cause..!! is-hi mein sabki bhalayee hai! trust me..mujhpar guzri hai I know How excrutiatingly painful it is! *SOB SOB,blows her nose*

PS- See I'm so nice,I haven't even disclosed their Identities..most of you will be able to guess..but those who are unable to..either keep guessing or ask me..if you think you know who XYZ and ABC are!! :P
Have fun reading,while I shall wallow in my grief here!! *Sniff sniff*

For those who haven't seen my facebook profile :p

RANDOM STUFF BY MY FRIENDS AND ME


sadhvi : "fail! not happening.."
(referring to time..which we sang for the farewell..lots of fun and dumbness happened :) )

nidhi : "tum dono nautanki ho!.."
(referring to me and my brother)

Nimmi : "head gal,slap her on the head na!"
(Telling Jennifer,Head Girl to slap me for laughing and not singing the solo part properly!)

Anku : "i wasn't crying okay (obviously she was) and i do not love him..''
(Called me at 1:30 am to tell me that Shambhu (Sambhav) is going away..)

Shreya : "metal is not a choice in music,its a choice in noise!"

nallu : "Radhikal extremist,nice name na?"
"how will an alto person restart the computer?Ans : by pressing ctrl + alto +delete " lol
(AU meeting madness :) )

ateesh : "why,for all we know,you must be sneha 'KAUR' Ravichandran! "
sneha : "kaur?? just the way ravichandrans cannot be from punjab,saxenas can't be from kerela!!"
(again,AU meeting madness :p )

Aleesha : "no ji! you're a chor! you liar! "
(referring to the fact that I stole her BSB cassette..I mean c'mon,why would I steal a BSB cassette fo go'd sake?!
No actually I did,and I gave it to her in the form of her budday present! lol)

Tanya : "kya jaanna hai tujhko? its your budday gift and you wanna know??!!"Radhika : "Ofcourse i do! "
(typically me! :p)

Radhika : "Man! i wish i knew kannada.."
Ishani : "what! who's kannada??!""i'm a mother's blossom! :) "
( AU madness yet again! )

Vasudha : "oh soogar,soogar soogar..you're my yalpenleebae!Sukanya's budday gift! "
(Random school pagalpan! :p)

Sukanya : "aaj se tu p1v1 aur main p2v2!"Radhika : " And ofcourse p1v1=p2v2 !! "
(For those who don't know,Boyle's law :p)

Aru : "mammi,mammi..wazzzap??bhaoo,bhaoo,wuff,wuff!"
(doggy bhasha)

Ma'am Usha Sharma (our physics teacher) pointing to the diagram on the black board and asking,what's BC?
Saumya (very confidently,loud enough..thank god the teacher didn't hear!! ) : Bh** C*** lol
(On my Birthday!! extra class madness)

Saumya : "wah! kya chemistry thi!"lol
(Beena : Radhika,yexplayeen the mechanism yof Rusting..
Radhika : yes ma'am..went on and on without a breath in b/w..
Beena : Gives that embarrased smile
Saumya's comment on that! :P )

Suchanda( when we entered the lab for comp. prac): "where were you both?"Abhilasha :" ma'am hum log? oh! we were outside,praying!"lol :p

Nangia : "Bo!"
(she couldn't spell boo! )

Radhika : "oh my god,they have cold water,wow!"
(when we went to Oxford the second time,just to have water! )
Vasudha : "That guy is wearing a woman's shirt!"
Radhika : "Thats cause he's metrosaxual!"
"I'm pretty sure he plays the saxophone"
Vasudha : "And she said that cz she's sax/ena!"
Radhika : "WOW! that made sense!"
(during CP bhraman! )

Vasudha : "damn she survived!"
(On My suicide attempt no.1)

Radhika : "hello auto uncle!"
vasudha : "Aunto uncle ke peechhe na blueline uncle hain,jo tumhe maar denge!"
Radhika : "Hello Blueline uncle!"
Vasudha : " aao mujhe maaro blueline uncle!"
Nangia : "there she goes again,suicide attempt no.2! lol
( On the way back to Oxford,to drink water! :P)

"The metro guy : "Agla station rajiv chowk...(pause) hah!" lolThe metro guy "
( Our (nik and mine) first metro ride without an adult..Vasudha pointed out the metro guy's wierd way of announcing! )

"kripya,viklango,varishta nagrikon va mahilaaon ko baithne ke liye jagah de.."
Radhika : "hey! we are also mahila,gimme a seat!"
Nangia : "you know,i really wouldn't want to be called a mahila "
Radhika : "ya actually,you know,mahela jayavardhane is a srilankan cricketer!"
Nangia : ".......okay....lol?!"
( On the way back after dropping Vasudha at patel nagar)

I've been TAGGED :)

1. Last movie seen in a theatre:

Horton hears a who..its the cutest animation flick everr!! just sooo awwww and Jesse Mc'Cartney sings so well last scene mein! :p

2. What book are you reading?

The Alchemist

3. Favourite board game:

Scrabble,ludo,snakes and ladders,monopoly,life..and umm I still play some of them when i'm highly bored! :P

4. Favourite magazine:

READER's DIGEST! :D

5. Favourite smells:

The wet soil,kerosene,petrol pump air.. :P

and umm everything fresh :)

6. Favourite sound:

The sound of music! lol

I just lovveeee music! The best thing in the world :)

8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?

WHY ME?!!! I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEPPPP!! :]

9. Favourite fast food place:

I don't know why,but its KFC!

10. Future child’s name:

I don't know! yeah,but my friends did name my kids..idiotic names!

11. Finish this statement, “If I had a lot of money I’d…” :

Buy as many chocolates as possible :) would save some for me and give the rest to some orphanage :)

.12. Do you drive fast?

I'm under 18,no license :(

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

holding a pillow :)

14. Do you eat the stems on broccoli?

NO! eww! :p

15. Storms - Cool or Scary?

Cool as long as I don't precipitate Asthama at night :)

16. If you could dye your hair any colour, what would be your choice?

Its fine the way it is at present.. :)

17. Name all the different cities/towns you have lived in:

Dilli,Bhopal,Mumbai,Jaipur,Udaipur,Nagpur :)

dilli-by default! :p

My relatives stay baaki saari jagahon mein..and I visit my cousins pretty often :)

18. Favourite sports to watch:

Not really interested,but can stand cricket..

19. One nice thing about the person who sent this to you:

Abhilasha - Bunking partner,awesome frand :p ,hateli..pagal! :P

20. What’s under your bed?

slippers and shoes,toffee rappers too :)

21. Would you like to be born as yourself again?

Umm..No thanks!

22. Morning person or night owl?

Night owl!!! :D

23. Over easy or sunny side up?

????!!!

24. Favourite place to relax:

ghar,Sadh's and miri's place,koshi's place,tanti's place,Aunt's place,Pallo's place to name a 'few' :P

25.Favourite ice cream flavour:

Strawberry and chocolate :D

26. You pass this tag to –Samson,Miriam,Nik and Aku :)

27.Among people you tag, who do you think is going to respond the fastest?

Samson and Miri hopefully :)

HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE! :D

The love affair that never was..

The two of us, you and me..

was it love or lust,

or none of these?

Movies together,cheesy love talk..

never meant to be?

Promises,cards,roses..

all fake,to be discarded?

The praise of beauty;false,

all forceful,duty?

The midnight messages,virtual kisses,conversations,

'lovey-dowey' tiffs..

Is ignorance really bliss??

Where did those feelings go?

Did we really care?

or was it just,

A LOVE AFFAIR THAT NEVER WAS?

Artistes Unlimited

I remember that day..

I walked into this small little room in St. Paul's school,all nervous and tensed.

When i reached there,I almost tripped;thanks to the million wires..sitting there were two people(whom i knew but did not know altogether),beaming broadly they were Annette Philip (Director,AU) and Anindo bose (Lord of the keys :p).

They sort of guessed that i was totally freaked out,so they started by ranging me..la la la..I think it was about 3.5 octaves on the higher side,Annette even asked if sang soprano in school! I was quite happy,they then asked me to sing. I began,"Breakaway" being my favourite..took it really low and got stuck at 'window'..highly embarrased i asked for permission to start again,but it was MUCH better this time..then i sang "I get on my knees",i tried hard not to look at Annette because she knew me and the song just SO well,but i just had to..thankfully she only smiled..I was relieved..like to the CORE! Then the best part,the tune! They gave the chorus of face to faith.Since we hadn't done that song in the HMM for so long,i was totally lost..Annette was quite suprised and asked " Radhika,don't you know this song?" promptly i replied,"No! we haven't done face to faith." Look at me,i knew the song..just not the chorus lol. Nevertheless it was all good,I was able to sing it just the second or third time Awknee bhaiya played it. Relaxed,happy,content me and Sadhvi went home,no actually to Barista..where we ruined our throats by having cold coffee and ice tea.

This was my AU audition a year back,

9Th May 2007.

**********************************END OF AUDITION********************************

The next day,we met Annette in school,she had got some throat infection and could not speak.

She hugged us,took out a pen and paper and wrote "You guys were good yesterday!". That was the best thing to have ever happened to us,i mean like ANNETTE saying that to you is such a BIG deal! We were just so happy that day!

A few days later,we got a mail from Annette saying "WELCOME TO ARTISTES UNLIMITED!!!".That was a dream come true for the two of us!

Life in AU has come full circle. I'm officially a 'one year old AU baby' as Annette calls us. This year with AU has been great! so much fun! The madness,lame jokes,'crax' theory,'kaur' theory,Atish 'adapting',the hugs,the shameless quotient,the 'Kannada' theory,the randomness,the songs,messing up parts,magazine interviews,concerts..just so much fun! an experience in itself.

I wish AU all the luck in the world.

Thank god for music!

May god bless Annette and AU too :)

AU i love.

Radhika

( AU alto and meso soprano,

9th may 2007 - 9th may 2008)

Hope to stay with this lovely group forever! :)

i know its kinda late,had to post anyhow!

jai ho Bo!

yes,jai ho Bo!
Sunday,11Th May, we The Untouchables celebrated the one month and 20 something day anniversary of Bo!!
For those who don't know of the origins of Bo..
Bo was born last month during our visit to the Oxford bookstore :)
Nangia couldn't spell Boo!! :p
The rest you'll understand poem पढने के पशचात!! :)

So there we were at the Oxford bookstore again to celebrate Bo,but the damn bookstore was closed *sigh* . कड़ी धुप में Nangia and I waited for Vasudha,a bloody 50 Min's,no actually it was 25Min's but we were two people Na,इसलिए 25 x 2 = 50!! :p. We were bored and had nothing to do,so we thought of exploring what looked like the parking lot..अन्दर जाकर पता चला that it was some weird high voltage zone we weren't supposed to enter!! so when we did find the parking lot,we decided not to enter it he he..

We were bored,HIGHLY BORED..so while discussing the recent developments in each other's lives,Nangia told me that she 'successfully' made 'non-poisonous' chocolates..that was it,we lost it..we made our Christmas plan..so if any of you are planning to go to Select City walk or G.K. - 1 market around Christmas,we suggest you don't! (obviously i won't be disclosing it here...!! ;) )

After Vasudha's 'much' awaited arrival,we went for breakfast to Subway..wahan par Vasudha came up with the brilliant plan to go to Adventure island..so after taking some random pictures at Central Park and shooting my suicide attempt,we got onto the metro to Rithala..a 20minute journey..plenty of time,so we sat down to write a poem on Bo..got down at the Rithala station caught a rickshaw to Adventure Island..(Nangia's 3rd rickshaw ride!) some more random pictures later we reached Adventure Island..it was around 12pm then and the ticket booth was closed till 12:45pm..koi baat nahin,we utilised the vella time in convincing the guy at the ticket booth that we were 16years of age..(in order to buy the student tickets) all we had to do was show him a register with some shit written in it and change our date of birth to 1992! such a dudd that guy was! he believed us..relieved we went to Mc. Donald's and had an ice-cream each,that was all we could afford as we were trying to save money to eat afterwards and go home..this is what happens when people like Vasudha make impromptu plans and people like me and Nangia agree..anyway after having eaten we went outside ( we were almost thrown out of that place ) and sat at some gaurd's thing,shooed away again,we went to sit underneath a stircase..and we were shooed again yet again! what fun! :p while in que to enter Adventure Island..i was busyt putting on Vasudha's tacky,shiny clips and clicking pictures of them! :p

Once we entered,Nangia and Vasudha decided to go to the scariest rides of all..and they forced me too *sigh* though higlhy scared i did have fun :p

some 5-6 scary rides and 100 random pictures later,we were left tired,exhausted and with stomach's that were churning BIG TIME!.. we bought ourselves a bottle of coke each and sat down to take some more random pictures,then we ate burgers ( all we could afford ) and took the metro back to CP. While on our way back,we completed the poem and did some other random shit :).

All in all,it was a fun day that we had :)
Our fun trip was over * sigh*
we hugged each other and came home..*sighs heavily*

For better or for worse..

FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE..
my second poem
rhymes at places..

It all started one day,
"You've grown worse" they say,
But do they know;
the reason it is so?

Its solely because of them.
They tortured me,never appreciated me,
left me broken.
Each day i cry,
silently and slowly i die.

whithin me is plain hatred.
for people who betrayed.
They say i've strayed away,
but the question is..
have I really?

I think not,
to this they say,
" we judge better"
well then,I must say,
One day you'll find a letter,
my death letter..

Perhaps that day they'll know,
That i was so much more.
hope they'll shed tears of remorse..
because that is something that cannot be FORCED.

A look outside my window,into the darkness..

A look outside my window..
into the darkness


one day,after coming back from class i had this argument with my parents..you know how it is, yelling and yelling trying to prove your point ( which you ultimately aren't able to ) and all..
that day,broken i sat down and contemplated if i actually could run away from home..
i looked outside my window,on a late winters night,staring..
i thought,maybe i could just not come home one day after class,wander off somewhere and never return to this house which according to me was the abode of all the problems,grief possible in the world.
Thats it..
i pictured myself getting off the van after class at my stop and going away,across IIT towards Munirka at around 8pm..
all was well,till i bumped into this wierd guy who seemed to emit vibes of helping..i spoke to him,confided in him,told him how life was not worth living anymore..how my friends couldn't console me enough to prevent all this..everything..

being sweet,he consoled me and took me to this little house..i saw children there,little children..he told me he'd picked them up from the streets to give them a better life..
while he went away to arrange some food for me,i interacted with those kids..i was awed, such cute kids,sparkling eyes and started thinking so highly of that man..

i asked one child sitting all alone in one corner as to how she liked this life,was it any better than the previous one..she broke down..through tears she told me she hated it here,wanted to go back to her parents..missed everything of her earlier much happier life,she told me that she was made to beg on the streets and if she didn't earn Rs.200 each day she would be beaten up and sexually assaulted by that man..i was shocked,disguisted,i felt stupid..it suddenly dawned on me that all kids there were girls and why their eyes sparkled..i almost burst out crying..how could i?? just then i thought of helping the kids..
lucky me,i didn't mention to that man about me carrying my phone ( these gadgets i tell you can be such a boon ) surprisingly i had balance too that day,so i called up the police told them everything,and asked them to hurry..i safely handed the kids to the police before he came ie..

just after the police had left,the man came..he looked at me with bloodshot eyes..i wanted to run away..but my reflexes seemed to have given up..he pulled me by the arm took me out of the house,tried to force me into a car,thats when my brain clicked and i cried out as loud as i could for help..thankfully some poeple came and prevented me from being sold off to a brothel..
That day i realised that this world was much more cruel than it seems sitting at home..
i was exposed to the harsh realities of flesh trade, where even minors weren't spared..
i couldn't believe it, i just couldn't..

i reached home,surprisingly did not hear a thrashing but was given a sedative and put to sleep by my mother..
the next day,she tried to force me into believeing it was a nightmare..but i knew it wasn't..
determined to put a stop to this all, i decided to become a journalist..
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.
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i didn't realise when i felt asleep while thinking about the ultimate escape from all that was fake..
i woke up the next morning, to find out that this was a nightmare ( i was greatful to god that it was )
and yes,
i gave up the thought of running away.


PS-i made this up!
sorry have been a jerk all this while,not updated my blog..but i'm back to life!
do read and comment generously..
love
Radhika
signs out.
Amen.

Tagged :)

sorry,i know i'm a lump,haven't been posting lately..*lazy me*
anyway,
okay,so i've been tagged by lasha and vasudha ( since these are the only two people who view my blog regularly..)

1.I have a thing for bass..whenever i'm listening to songs i tend to pay more attention to the bass element in the song be it the bass guitar,bass part or anything..

2.I somehow always tend to harmonise..even if its clashing,i JUST HAVE TO HARMONISE!! :p waise nothing like i suck at natural harmony or something..i'm pretty good at it,anyway i get along well with the harmony in the song so its okay..

3.I have a habbit of reading the newspaper either in the evening or at 1am at night :)

4.If i'm keeping timing for a song,i have to keep timing with my hands and legs..wierd i know but thats me! and somehow,i always try to do the double clap for keeping the timing..i feel it peps up the song :) . Also,i try to find connection between notes..i don't know why..but i just do..

5.When i loose it (which is pretty often by the way) i just lock myself up in my room,open my hair and do head banging,those who've seen me do it know how i really am like then..

6. I have a wierd habbit of doing things! lol
no as in i mean like i have this bag of prized possessions which has things like tania koshi's toffee wrapper, the wrapper of the chewing gum my first crush offered me etc.
then i have this heart touchers' list..
basically i make an account of everything that has pleased me or is close to my heart ;)
i love writing :)
then i had my personal diary,but it got over..so i need to make a new one! like yayee!!
i'm so excited! lol ;)
and well,
THAT'S ME FOR YOU,UNCENSORED :)

Radhika is in love..

ahem ahem..
*clears her throat in reply to furtive,piercing glances of poeple reading this, and says : *
no dumbos..
not with the guy i have a crush on but with my friends!! :)
love them soooo much!
3rd March '08
a date i will certainly never forget..
12 :47 pm
I reached the 3c's food court,where we all were supposed to meet,sometime later..
diya,vasudha,saloni and shreya came..
after arranging for the chairs and tables ( cz we were 20 people) and when everybody had arrived..
we started eating..!! hehe
bas jab woh shuru hua na,uske baad khatam nahin hua,i mean really..we guys are such habshi's na!! oof! food court mein toh khaya hi.phir mocha mein jaakar bhi khaya..
matlab tum sab ka ekdum solid plan tha mujhe,nik,shrimp aur sadhvi ko sadak par laane ka...
par phir charvi bhi mil gayi thi mocha mein..toh we thot ki we'll just give our bill to her :p lol
(obviously we did NOT do that!)
and now the best part!
THE GIFTS!!!! :p
i justtt love opening gifts!
i'm really happy my friends know me soo well,
they gave me everything i like( everything literally,which also includes their love and chocolates awww :P)
i just loved the silver earings and the belt..
THE BOOK - HOW DID YOU GUYS EVER KNOW I WANTED TO READ THAT BOOK SO BADLY!!! I'm SOOOO HAPPY! I'vE GOT A BOOK TO READ,SOMETHING TO DO!
on the first page shreya wrote,
"hey Radds!
Happy birthday..
hope you enjoy reading this book and get to know ur inner self..
love you
All of us :) "
aww i'm so touched! :)
i faintly remember telling koshi once that i wanted "The monk who sold his ferrari" and wow! i've got it! :)
then,Vasudha's letter
AWWWWWWWW...i lovvve you so much vasudha! that was suchhhh a sweet letter!:)
awwwwww awww awww! :)
all in all,i had a great time yesterday,staying over,our stupid talks,midnight pillow fight,ghost stories and freaky talk,playing cards( spoons and ka ka ba ba awesome games man! )
i love you all sooo much!
thank you (with all my heart) for making my 17th budday so memorable,i will never forget it! :p
*the epic movie was a disaster,par phir bhi..fun aaya! thennkkksss*

Radhika is comment greedy..

ya man!
i mean seriously get a life,when i don't post..people KEEP bugging me..
and when i do..
they just do not comment on it! grrr..
i'm comment greedy! :p
also..i'm bored..very very veryy bored..
i'm wondering pointlessly alot these days ( as i mentioned earlier..) for eg.
If butterflies are free to fly,why do they fly away??
Ans. Butterflies are free to fly,and so they fly away..!!
wah wah! what an answer!! :)
*hoots and whistles*
*you will get some glimpses of hooliganism on my blog..,but it'll be a fruitful experience so don't worry..!! *
oh and yes,like other people..
i DO NOT talk sense on my blog!!
sometimes i do,but its rare..very rare..
so do applaud and comment generously when i do :p
love..
tc :)

hmmm...i have newss :p :p

okay,so since people have been eating my brain for quite sometime now to update my blog,i'm writing..no actually,i'm writing cz i want to! :) hehe
i've got news..
yes folks its that time of the year again,
when i have a crush! *blush* lol
haaa.. :) i'm soo happy! :p
its wierd,i never thought i'd fall for that guy,i mean c'mon he's sweet and all..but still..
you guys have to congratulate miriam,sadhvi,aleesha and nimmi for it!
they made me realise it or should i say they made me have a crush on him!
They think they're some kind of match makers..and call themselves "cupid enterprises lmtd."!!
believe it,they've named my kids also!! ( i swear i am not going to give the names that they suggested to my children when i do have em..).
for the 3rd time now,i've fallen for a christian,i wonder..
is it mere coincidence or was i a christian in my previous birth??!! :p
hmmm... i wonder,i really do..
see i wonder pointlessly alot these days cz i'm freeeeeee yippee! ( unlike nangia :p lala ) lol
Now all i'm left to do is wait for the day,my budday! i'm soo excited..i'm soaring already!
you guys better wish me ( esp. nangia! :p)
all the best to the people still having exams..( hahahahahaha i pity you! *smirk*)
i can be pretty evil at times!
i mean c'mon,those horns are just to keep my halo in position! :)
tc :)
love..

perplexed : life really is absurd..

uughhh...
a horrible day leads to a miserable blog..
but in my case..
the entire weekend was wasted and blah blllaaaahhhh!!!
life's wierd..people are wierder..
at the moment i'm wierd and well umm..lost!
shit always happens and ruins my nice lil bright shiny day..grrr...
i'm soo...sad.. :(
uuuuaaaaahhh!!!
basically..
why is it always the one's that we love,
are the one's that will never come home??
why must all of the bridges we cross,
take their toll???

perplexed : life really is absurd..